Friday, October 28, 2011
as reality is crashing to the floor
Last day of options! I'm going to miss options period. It was one of my most fun times in RG. These 6 weeks have brought me closer to my classmates than I would ever have expected, despite the fact that we're separated even more cos of the different options timetables.
TV today! The performances were good :D I had difficulty deciding which to vote for! But congrats and good job to all performers, you were awesome (: Dressing up with N', wangy and kat was funny hahaha. I think we turned out cooler than expected!! People actually turned to look at us. And I'm pretty sure I heard one or two 'woah's and saw a few shocked faces (in awe!!). Or maybe I'm giving us too much credit. In case some people can't figure out who we're supposed to be, we dressed up as big bang! :D Ok they aren't exactly tv characters but I'm sure some people have seen them on tv before!
Photos and sushi-roll with b11atch before TV was really nice (: It's been so long! Guides seems to be a dream from a long time ago, even though we just handed over a few months back. Ahhh I miss b11atch, I was really looking forward to our 'epic outing' but ): Oh well, let's meetup/have an outing soon! we can just go hobo around and drink milk tea, if you like. :D (EH SPEAKING OF WHICH the below-the-escalator-space is open again!! :D)
Sigh, this may be too sudden a change in mood, and may come across as slightly emo, but once again I find that it's those small little actions and words that really affect me. It's horrible to always have that insecurity nagging at me at the back of my mind, constantly making me wonder if everyone's leaving me. I think I'm overly sensitive and insecure but..I don't think there's anything to be done about that. :/ I really do wonder though. Isn't it scary to think that you may be laughing and surrounded by friends, but you're actually all alone? I'm not even sure anymore.
Friday, October 28, 2011
as reality is crashing to the floor
Last day of options! I'm going to miss options period. It was one of my most fun times in RG. These 6 weeks have brought me closer to my classmates than I would ever have expected, despite the fact that we're separated even more cos of the different options timetables.
TV today! The performances were good :D I had difficulty deciding which to vote for! But congrats and good job to all performers, you were awesome (: Dressing up with N', wangy and kat was funny hahaha. I think we turned out cooler than expected!! People actually turned to look at us. And I'm pretty sure I heard one or two 'woah's and saw a few shocked faces (in awe!!). Or maybe I'm giving us too much credit. In case some people can't figure out who we're supposed to be, we dressed up as big bang! :D Ok they aren't exactly tv characters but I'm sure some people have seen them on tv before!
Photos and sushi-roll with b11atch before TV was really nice (: It's been so long! Guides seems to be a dream from a long time ago, even though we just handed over a few months back. Ahhh I miss b11atch, I was really looking forward to our 'epic outing' but ): Oh well, let's meetup/have an outing soon! we can just go hobo around and drink milk tea, if you like. :D (EH SPEAKING OF WHICH the below-the-escalator-space is open again!! :D)
Sigh, this may be too sudden a change in mood, and may come across as slightly emo, but once again I find that it's those small little actions and words that really affect me. It's horrible to always have that insecurity nagging at me at the back of my mind, constantly making me wonder if everyone's leaving me. I think I'm overly sensitive and insecure but..I don't think there's anything to be done about that. :/ I really do wonder though. Isn't it scary to think that you may be laughing and surrounded by friends, but you're actually all alone? I'm not even sure anymore.
about
raining candies
I am many things.
I am a lean mean book machine.
I am a hip hop ballerina.
I am a quirky weirdo.
I am on the pursuit of happyness.
I am trying to stay realistically optimistic.
I believe a little faith, trust and pixie dust can solve many problems.
I also believe that being environmentally friendly will save the world.
I love technology, music, candy and God.
I will never develop an eating disorder because I don't have that determination to resist food.
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